aww its sad haha. i never write in this thing ne more. Everything goes straight to my other journal thingy mo-bobber. haha

Nobody really blogs or ne thing ne more ne ways!! well cept 4 jeni haha. GO jeni go! I still totally love the way that girl thinks! hahaha...straight forward...to the point.. and oh so blunt. see...she knows how we do haha...

I guess the things i think of these days are two personally for me to be letting everyone hear. I mean if i HELLA pissed at someone er something... i usually end up writing in here. Its like a form of venting i guess? Like wen u feel like crap and u tell a friend everything thats goin on.... i dont seem to do that at all ne more.... but i guess things change rite? oh well.

for those of u who know why, i havent exactly been out n about recently. oh damn it sux. hahaha. But productivity does go up. Guitar skillz go up alot fast wen u have nothing to do. I end up doing my homework alot more often. but damn... anti-social-ness can kill a man.

I guess wen i hang out with the guys, they keep me from thinking hahaha. We're always being SOOOO dumb, and having fun, so thinking kinda takes a back seat. But from wat i hear sounds like they havent exactly been out n about ne ways. without ne thing to do, can make a guy think. Thinking isnt good... everyone does it, and wen it happens, it serves them a plate of sadness and a side dish of low self-esteem.

but isnt it strange...sometimes...it just feels good to be....sad. Maybe im the only one who feels like that. i dunno...maybe its a way of letting things out to yourself. Guess thats why people pout and stuff... its like unbottling a few things even if its not exactly coming out to other people.

oh damn see wat happens wen i write in my other journal...it forces me to write in hear... alrite thats enough im scaring myself haha nite everyone.
posted by Philip at 9:50 PM